SPIRITUAL BIOGRAPHY:
The amazing thing about being a
Christian is that it's neither something you're born into, nor a
spiritual attainment. It's something that happens to you quite apart
from yourself.
It happened to me when I was just 13,
but my memory's still good enough to remember what it was like not to
be saved, and still to appreciate it's the best thing that's happened
in my life.
My father had been to Guildford
Crusaders Bible Class in his youth, and suggested that I might enjoy
it, possibly to get me out of the house of a Sunday afternoon. There I
met some incredible role models - tough, witty, anarchic kids mostly a
few years older than me, but with a huge amount of love and a vital
faith in Jesus Christ I'd never come across before.
There I also heard, for
the first time, a gospel that wasn't about being good and getting to
heaven, but about the fact that because of my sin I wasn't going to
get to heaven at all. Yet Jesus had died on the cross to pay the
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penalty for all I'd done
wrong, and all Ihad to do was put my trust in that fact. I didn't like it at all, because I
didn't want to think my destiny wasn't in my own capable hands. But
the message had an inescapable power - like a cold shower, you couldn't
ignore it.
Well, it took me 3 years till I got to
the point, at a summer camp in Wales in 1965, when I had to come off
the fence and ask Jesus to take my life over. I had to accept this
gospel, even though it didn't even make complete sense to me at the
time.
Now, an awfully long time later, it's
really the only sense the world makes. I've been through school,
university, most of a medical career. My faith's been challenged by
intellectual opposition, the usual personal tragedies, the deceptions
of prosperity and, in common with all Christians nowadays, the
wholesale
denigration of the Bible and everything
to do with real religion in our society.
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But
the truth is, despite all my questioning, doubting, backsliding and
getting older - it's still the most wonderfully true good news this world has to offer. There is a truly good God behind the
ambiguity of the world, and he's the God who sent his Son into history
to bring back lost people into relationship with him, with each other,
and with his creation. That's the real motivation for any creativity I
might have.
Here is a trustworthy saying that deserves
full acceptance: Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners - of
whom I am the worst
1 Timothy 1.15 |